Scary or Exciting? I'd say a little bit of both. Within the next 8 months, my life will do a complete 180. That's F*bombin* scary! The fear that is inside me is the unknown of what is to come and the excitement is very much the same exact unknown. We hear all the time that people do not embrace change very well. People by nature enjoy being content and comfortable....I enjoy being content and comfortable, or do I not?
Along with my rambling bullshit about how not to talk about your baby in months, my ex's spelling errors, moronic humans walking this earth and some posts on just how to be a better person, I've decided to share my experiences with change of the next few months in hopes to gain some clarity through writing and maybe some advice from you (wink, wink).
In honor of a long time weekday friend....Thirsty Thursday....I've decided to title the series exactly that. I've discovered through all my thinking I'm Thirsty for Change, so it is only proper (and corny) that I do the posts on that day of the week while looking for the answers in the Grey Goose bottle.
So for the next few Thursdays I'm going to vulnerably express my feelings on this change...I have no idea what i will endure, but I do know you can probably expect: Stories about crappy friends, a once on again/off again love affair turned fairytale romance, a town called Rolla - Missouri, having no idea how to sell a house that I'm putting on the market, giving in to stubbornness, the gratitude for supportive family and friends, a long distance relationship, my emotional breakdowns and figuring out what makes me happy in this crazy world.
A question I've been pondering over lately is if I'm lucky to have been given the opportunity of a life altering change. Are people not given these often enough in life, or do we just not take them when they are, or better yet, not create them ourselves?
I've yet to make a change and not think or be told..."Everything happens for a reason". Instead of hearing someone say this to me after the fact of change, I'm embracing it before the storm.
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