THE MOMENT

People spend a lot of their time thinking about the past and the future.  The past, for the most part, a waste of time to harp on.  The future, well....we all needs goals, but spend some time living in the moment.  I challenge YOU all day to try living in your moment.  Feel your feelings whether they be anger, excitement, sadness, fear - embrace them.  Taste your food, mean what you say and think about every moment. 
It'll be really hard to not feel alive while all this is going on.  I know that sounds simple, but we get so caught up in our motions of day to day life, especially during the week, that sometimes it seems like we are robots. 
Just for a day....how do you feel?

SHAME ON ME

Ahhhh.....my last blog post was weeks ago.  The further I got from it, the more unmotivated I was to write, so here is my attempt to get the wheel spinning again.  Minus the distraction of my boyfriend being home for a month and living here, quite a lot has happened in 3 weeks, so as you can imagine I have a lot to bitch about.

I'm currently dealing with the struggles of getting my house on the market (which has been quite the reality check) and with that comes cleaning out this entire house...Holy Shit!  I have  lot of stuff!  Moving within a year to who knows so I can start the next part of my life is scary and exciting all at the same time...mostly scary!  More on that to come... 

What I have realized is that life does not make it easy to get the things you want.  It can be money, a job, something materialistic, love, happiness or really anything...  We need to work hard so that we know we deserve them and when we do get them, it'll be well worth it.  So shame on me for doubting mother nature in her challenges of a walk in the park.  Wish me luck!